Friday, March 09, 2007

I forget I'm Holy and remember the Kinky Carnival

Well sometimes I am just “in it”. I am not aware of being holy I am not well, I am depressed and cynical and disappointed in myself and other humans. This morning is one of those times. The best way to transform this is to express gratitude and appreciation for what I do have in my life rather than obsessing about what I do not have. Here then, is a list of what I have in my life and who I am being in my life. Last night in the Living Passionately seminar I am taking at Landmark, Michelle Buchanan asked us to answer the question, what is our life being used for.

I immediately said that my life is being used for Human Liberation and Sexual Healing.

My life is being used for Human Liberation and Sexual Healing. I have gratitude and appreciation for my ability to do this work and for being given the opportunity and skills to provide space for other people to heal. I held an Aphrodite Temple for 24 people over the weekend. Creating and maintaining Sacred Sexual space for people in a group of that size is challenging. It was a first time experience for all but 4 of the people who participated. A lot of energy was raised and continues to resonate in our lives from that co-created experience. I am grateful for the gift of being able to channel Divine energy at this level.

I have safe and stable housing. I have an abundance of money which comes to me from doing my true life’s work which is the transformational work of sexual healing and the liberation that comes from this healing.

I have an amazing strong and unending connection with my family of origin. I know they are there for me and love me fiercely.

I am deeply loved and held as a healer and spiritual teacher by an unknown ( but definitely large) number of people. I have been able to be a loving influence in their lives.

I am given an ongoing supply of ideas and deep intuitive knowing that provide the inspiration for my classes and workshops.

I can invent and then co-create amazing community events like the Kinky Carnival and know that literally hundreds of people will enthusiastically volunteer to manifest it and hundreds of people will attend and have meaningful and potentially transformative experiences.

This list is the tip of the iceberg and now I feel very present to my value and worth in the world.

Today I am working on the Kinky Carnival, getting it up off the ground. I am excited!

If you want to get involved in the Kinky Carnival as either a volunteer or an attendee please contact me.